Sorry for missing you

Sorry for missing you

Is that wrong if I just missing you?

even in the hard situation like I reallyreally need you, I keep my self to don't ever start the new conversation between me and you. I tried not to disturb you.

But when there's come a time that I start the new conversation, you just become like that. Did you know? I hate the response that you give to me. I didn't mean that I'll disturb you.

I regrets that I already disturb you. I wonder that at that time, I will never start that conversation. It feels like I make a mistakes. It feels like I already make something wrong..

I do the silly thing that can make you will more go far away from me...

Start from now, I'll try to go so far away from your life. I'll try to not disturb you again. I'll try to make my name dissapear from your life. I'll try to make your name dissepear from mu life. I'll try to not say your name again. I'll try to forget you as soon as possible.

I'll try it all even its hard, I'll try even its need thousands way and a lot of time. At least, I'm trying to try it just for you...

I'm sorry for all my mistakes to you...

I'm sorry if I already ruin everything...

I'm sorry if I already disturbing you..

I'm sorry for my silly feels about you..

I'm sorry for always talked about you..

I'm sorry because I still always say your name..

yeah......

everything about, I'm sorry for still missing you :-(